Another year starting with out you,My dear mum & Callum also,not forgetting Justin, I really hope your all passing daily and together when can be. Miss you so much.Xxx

Happy New Year my Mike wherever you are darling. I hope your with our Callum. Love and miss you always💕xxx

How life hurts so much without you my boy. I look at your children and hurt for them, I look at your bro and hurt for him. I look at your dad and hurt for him and not forgetting young Jayden who talks of you so very often. Another year gone but nothing changes the hurt and loss still remains. So many friends Mike too miss you so much. Such a big part of so many peoples lives is affected by u no ilonger being with us. I hope my darling boy you are happy wherever you are now and hopefully with Callum. Love u Mike❤️Xxx

19th November again, the painful day that you was taken away from us all my boy. No longer for you the pain and heartache you suffered darling. At peace now with Callumxxx

My darling Mike. Your 44th birthday tomorrow and another special anniversary day to get through without you. I miss you more than words could ever say and the hurt in my heart I feel sometimes is so hard to bare. I gain strength from your children, you would be so proud of them Mike and I hope with all my heart u can watch them growing up from above, and your brother and our Jayden and I feel so sad that you are not here to watch Jayden grow up too. Uncle Munkle. He will never forget you my boy and he speaks of you frequently. My wonderful son so special . I look for you and think maybe you might come back in spirit to see me but know deep inside it will never be. Be happy darling wherever you are. I miss you more than life itself and hope so much that when it is my turn I will see you again. Love you my boy. Just want you back♥️Xx

Mother’s Day again Mike another one without you. Life passes by but our loss stays the same. We all have to learn to live with our loss and carry on. Your children are wonderful Mike. Getting so grown up. I do hope you can look down and watch them grow. Archie a mini Mike perfect in every way. Syd like a little princess who will break a few hearts when she’s older and Ronnie a perfect little man so handsome, sensitive and caring. It should never have been like this my wonderful boy you were so full of fun and enjoying life to the full. Taken from us all too soon. I woke in the night with the song ‘Lady Gaga and Bradley Cooper’ sung in A Star is Born in my head. Your favourite film that you loved and I like to think at that moment you was with me. Somehow, somewhere, my lovely boy. Just wish you was here. Love you my Mike. I speak to you and our Callum at home all the time. I hope you can both hear me. Missing you my wonderful son just want you back xx

Michael Michael Michael hope you are up there with callum and looking after my brother like you always did Love you Michael and callum

My wonderful boy, another year gone since you were taken away from us all leaving the pain and heartache, emptiness and sorrow that we all have to bear each day without you in our lives. I miss you so much Mike I cannot express in words, whatever I say will never be enough to express how I feel. My wonderful son. My life will always be with you by my side darling, I love you and hope you are with dear Callum up there somewhere. God bless you my boy💕xx

My lovely boy whose presence in our life is missed be everyone so much more than words can say. Every day that passes without you every morning that begins without you and every night that ends without you is the heartache we all bare. My Mike. I know the pain I feel will never leave me but accepting what has happened will ease my pain and my sense of loss but only in time. I strive Mike to carry on and be the best person I can for everyone darling. Mother’s Day yesterday another sad day without you. So many people Mike love you and miss you so so much. Our Mark and your Dad are broken but have to learn as I to cope with our loss and carry on. My darling Mike I wish with all my heart for you to be truly happy wherever you are and hope one day my gorgeous handsome boy to see your wonderful smile and face again. Miss you always and forever and love you unconditionallyxx Mum

Another New Year to start without you Michael, The pain of missing you hurts me so much every day ur in my thoughts, I so do hope your are in a happier place for you,I also hope ur with my mum and you are both looking down on us all..specially ur 3 beautiful children, The boys & Sydnie are growing up so fast they miss you so much…As do we all but my hearts breaks for them..Archie is smashing senior school lol..God Michael he Seriously is you who is your absolute double even got your attitude which God lord I’m gonna struggle with lol.. Anyway My Michael…I will never stop loving you I love you with all my heart always have and always will till the day I see you again Xxxxxxxxxxxx

Happy New Year my boy. Miss you more than words could express or I could ever explain. Be happy darling love you always♥️🌹xxx

My darling Mike. Our third Christmas without you being here with all your family and friends. We miss you so so much my boy. For me when I think about the past it is sometimes like I am living in another life without you. A different life. Although the family is all the same it will never be the same. So hard to explain Mike wish I could express how I feel and how the hurt is so deep inside it’s unexplainable. So true the saying every tear shed is a word the heart is unable to express. Nevertheless my boy life goes on and so do we . So many people miss you and love you and speak your name. Please be happy wherever you are darling with no pain. Upset and unhappiness all gone. Wish so much we could have you back💕xxx

Thinking of you Mike as I always do having just woken up. Saturday fast approaching being two years since you left us all. Archie, Syd and Ronnie are getting so grown up now Mike you would be so proud of them. I hope so much you can see them as they grow and be with them as they live their lives. Makes me sad to think that our Jayden never got to spend enough time with his uncle Munkle before you was taken from us, although he talks of you often and ime sure will never forget you. I wonder so much what , if, where, you might be, since you left us but most of all if you are at peace my boy. I do hope and pray that you are. This life is a different life now Mike and will never be the same for our family without you we miss you so much darling my words could never express the depth of our pain on losing you. God Bless my Mike love you forever xx💔

Hi my Mike. Think of u each and every day darling. Miss u every day and hurt so much living my life without you. Our family incomplete but we must move on. Archie. Sydnie and little Ronni a credit to you growing up so fast darling. Wish u was here with them. Jaydens birthday tea party this week someone so precious always missing. Nearly two years since u left us. I do hope my boy wherever you are you are happier and at peace. I want you back so much Mike my lovely boy. Be happy and at peace darling. I love you so much♥️💔xx

Happy Birthday Michael, words can’t describe how much we miss you n how different our life’s are without you in it…Miss you so so much Xxx

Miss you so much Michael,feel so lost with out you wish you was here so much xxx

Another birthday without you Mike I think of you every day The loss I feel too hard to bare my life is not the same My grandchildren are my saviours they help me to get through and they also bring me so much happiness Archie, Syd and Ronnie being part of you. I miss you Mike and sometimes look for you in the hope that I might see a shadow, your silhouette in a mirror or a sign but it’s not to be. My boy I hope your happy and at peace now in the sky I guess I’ll have to live without you until I meet you in the sky.

Miss you so much Michael,Archie on his week away school trip,remember our conversation about this week clear as day since he started school me like his never going,you El he is…always right huh… all our love Xxxxx

Hi Mike a very special day yesterday celebrated in your memory. So many of your very special friends clearly heartbroken as are we all and trying to come to terms with your presence no longer being here. Your Celebration of Life. I was so pleased and proud for you my Mike to see how you were respected and loved by so many who came. My heart is broken my boy and sometimes it is so hard for me to bare how I miss you. I miss you so much my lovely special boy. Please be happy up there wherever you are darling now at peace and until we meet again save my place with you 💕♥️Xxx

Hi my lovely boy how quick time passes but the pain we feel on losing you lingers on. Time will ease the pain as I know and make the pain we feel easier to bear but our memories will always remain strong, loving and proud of a wonderful father, son, brother and uncle and partner to our Kee. Miss you so much Mike. Your with me each and every day in so many ways. Your children are wonderful and such a credit to you. Love and miss you always and wish you only happiness wherever you are Mum ♥️Xxx

Happy New Year my lovely boy. Hope there is a happier place for you up there. Miss you so much love you always and forever 💕🤗xxxxmum

Mike wish so much you were still in our life this being our second Christmas without you being here. So many people are broken hearted my Mike . Your three little children are wonderful you would be so proud of them all. Love you Mike and miss you with all my heart and sole every single day. ♥️💔xxx

Mike darling we had our first family day at home together yesterday without you, I missed you so much and thought about you throughout , a delight to hear the children playing all together so special for us all as a family they had a wonderful time. With Christmas ahead it will never be the same without you for me but as long as the children enjoy then I am happy with that. I love you Mike and miss you each and every day words are never enough to explain the pain I feel inside without you💔xx

My lovely Mike a year just gone without you our lives changed forever. I think of you every passing day. My life shattered when I had to say goodbye. We all miss you so much darling our one hope is that you are now at peace in your life in heaven. Love you Mike with all my heart I live to see you when I join you up there . Your little children keep me strong and give me the strength to face each day without you. I love you my boy and miss you with all my heart, with all my sole and with all my being and wish you peace and happiness wherever you are♥️Xxx

Laying here thinking about you tonight and always!! Been watching some videos with Lauren! Miss you so much

I love you my Mike and miss you every day that passes with you not being here, I live with you through your three beautiful children who remind me of you all the time and I treasure them all they are such a credit to you Mike I hope you can see them as you look down on us all darling carrying on even though the pain hurts so much without you for your three beautiful children too . Nite Nite my lovely boy ♥️Xxx

Took our bubba’s for the first time today after school to see you Michael, your mum me Archie and sydnie, been to scared not knowing how they would feel or react (I’m so sorry Michael) I should of took them sooner, I know Ud say no el shut up don’t take them there I’m gone don’t doom and gloom,but you know what they did us proud our babies are so strong in there own little way like us really.. we Put your Father’s Day cards they make you with you! They are so both of us in so many different ways we all miss you so much Michael,ud be so proud of them kids..your mum n all of us..forever Michael XxX

My lovely boy part of me went with you when you left us without you it seems vaguely like another life I am living sad and incomplete I wish so much I knew more about what you were thinking and feeling those last few weeks Mike. I worried so much about you my Mike when we had you in our lives and now our lives will never be the same.♥️ I love you so much My boy I will be with you one day darling xxx

Miss you so much Michael, our Archie is so sad our poor little boy my hearts breaks for him, he loves his daddy so so much.. I really hope your a peace now ahd happy again my darling.. until we meet again Michael forget in my heart and my thoughts every single day xxx

Sitting here thinking of you darling love and miss you so so much. You are loved and missed by so many others too Mike god bless you my lovely boy Mum♥️Xx

Wish you were still here with us all my Mike the emptiness inside me is so hard to bear my worst ever nightmare came true and I just want you to know ‘love means never having to say your sorry’. ♥️Xxx

Missing you Mike love you so much my boy be happy and at peace wherever you are ♥️Xxx

Hi my Mike time is passing without you here with us all it will never be complete again for me half of my life went when you left us. I hope with all my heart you are happier wherever you are darling I love you 💖xxx

Nite nite my lovely boy hope your with your nan and grandad up there and nanny Passey our loss is their gain darling miss you and love you ♥️Xxx

Wish you were still with us my boy love you. Be happy and at peace. ♥️Xxx

Love you my boy your in my thoughts and heart every day 💖xxx

I drove round past your flat yesterday Mike the grass covered in snow. I Thought of the time you played in the garden with Ron Ron when it snowed Kee told me about it. Pictured you last year on your seat in the swimming pool cooking a BBQ and wondered how we are ever going to get through our life without you. Hope you are ok up there my boy. I love and miss you so much ♥️Xx

Thinking of you my boy want you back so much but know that can never be god bless my Mike love you ♥️xxx

I miss you so much Michael, every day that passes hurts so much.every night your in my dreams and I so so wish this was a dream I’d give anything for this to be. Love you forever My Lover XxX

Another day my Mike knowing you are not with us all I miss you my boy so much, wherever you are I hope you are at peace and in a better place. We will all be with you one day but until then must carry on without you, our lives will never be the same though ♥️ Xxx

Today I woke up to memories on my phone...it still doesn’t feel real! Miss you soooooo much 💔! What I’d give for one more day

Thinking of you Mike all the time each and every day I hope you are now at peace my boy and in a better place I miss you with all my heart. Love you always Mum♥️Xx

They say times a heeler,it’s not I miss you so much my Michael,your face your laugh your huge heart most of all your smile and amazing cuddles we’re nothing in the world matters locked in your arms you used to take every problem and tear away for those seconds. My heart is broken and will never be full again not until I meet you again and I will my darling it was never any different! Our bubba’s miss you like mad we talk about you everyday laughing smiling and crying, knowing there never gonna get to know and see the Michael I spent so many years with as adults is gutting they will just have there Memories and of course my millions of memories off us and all of us, you will never be forgotten my darling, you will always be with me till we meet again my boy xxxxx I love you forever and always with all my heart that is left my Michael xxx Your El xxx

From Colin and Val Lilley now in Spain Formerly of 45 North Street Michael Colin & I have know since the day you were Borne. We have watched you and Mark over the garden wall playing happily together. You had your little paddling pool and water pistols splashing and squirting your Nanny Edna and us! You had lovely little motorbikes roaring round the garden under your Dads watchful eyes. We saw you starting school and going up to the senior school. Then starting work. You grew up into a fine young man that your mum was highly proud of. You then had your lovely family of your own that has given great joys to your Mum, Dad Mark and Melvyn. You will be truly missed by all your family, friends and everyone that knows you. Rest in peace Val & Colin Sent from my iPad

Michael you were such a lad so sadly missed forever in our hearts we only knew you for a short time ,but you will never be forgotten, Lin Paul and Mark our thoughts and prayers are with you xxx Steff and Steve

Dear Mike, so sudden, so sad, much to early, you are now, as free as a bird, fly high. You never knew, how loved, and what you meant, to so many people. Those we love don't go away, They walk beside us every day, Unseen, unheard, but always near, Still loved, still missed, and very dear. Wherever you are Mike, you are here. Piper and Maw, Maw. xx

Mikey, Mikey, Mikey can’t believe you have left us. I hope you are happy and no longer in pain. I have such fond memories of our times shared. My 18th birthday present from you ; Nemo and Dora, our trips to Thorpe park, Colchester Zoo, you helping me move bedrooms at my mums, you helping us move house’s many of times, you always making yourself at home; straight to the fridge and cupboards to see what you could find, your cooking and always taking over on the bbq because Liam would lose interest in the cooking and be enjoying the drinking, you becoming our daughters godparent and the way you called me ‘WooWoo’. These are just a few memory’s we shared. You was such a happy go lucky bloke, who was always there for his friends and was loved so very dearly. It meant the world to me that you came to my nans fundraising party in January. Love you Mikey! Xxx

Michael you are going to be so so missed by so many people. I have such fond memories of you and your lovely smile. I will always remember you taking all us girls under your wing in ibiza! Still cant quite believe you're gone. You will forever be in my thoughts xx

Elaine Australia Mike l remember meeting you off the school bus with steff you were so embarrassed cause your mates were there But l know you secretly loved it and reading the Twits with you that is my favourite Rhold Dahl book l will think of you every time l read it. You are a joy and treasure to your mum as is your big lovely brother Mark love you Mike see you when l get there xxxxxxx

Susie Wright Didn’t know you well mike, but know you were a much loved son and father. You were family and will be missed by all who knew and loved you. Until we meet again go with god xx

What can I say I’m speechless .... Mike and thank you for all the memories from being kids right up to adulthood. They broke the mould when you were made. Sleep tight love ya x

Michael although it’s been over a decade since we were together x we spent 5 years with each other x x you were there for me when my mum died x and for that we always had a connection xxx rest easy Michael x god bless xxx x you went far to early xxx 😥

Sorry it's taken a while to write this, we wanted to get it right for such a special person and friend, and there are just not enough words..... well what can we say mikey, apart from we will miss you dearly and your presence in our life! You had the ability to light a room and whenever we saw you, you would make us happy! We did have some funny times back in the day, too many to write down x I'm going to treasure my shopping trolley you bought us for our wedding present when you saw me struggling with bags one day (I love it) even tho I look like an old granny! 🙄.... Love you loads mikey, we know we cant see you or hear your voice again but there is so much of you still left here with us.😔💔 I can still here you shouting MEGGGYYYY! We will miss you xx All our love and thoughts Meg ❤and Tom 💙 xx

RIP Micheal - no more pain. Rest assured Mike, as Ronnies grandmother I/we will keep your memory alive and he will know how funny, charismatic etc you were with that cheeky smile and the love you had for him. You will live on through your three gorgeous children Archie, Ronnie and Cidney who you loved so much and loved you with all their heart. Fly high Mike. X

Everyone who knew you knew you had a big heart 💓 you will be missed by all of us... my mum said she will miss hearing you say (HELLO NAN) !! She used to love that ❤️ RIP xxx x

I have sat here thinking what to say... there’s nothing other than I miss you and will forever! Ronnie keeps asking to do the number game that daddy plays, I have broke my heart it’s the worst days of my life! If I had one wish it would be to have one more conversation and a cuddle! Love you bubs n see u on the otherside xxxxxxxxxx

Mike I am thinking of you “my lovely boy” I miss you so much knowing you are not driving past, that you are not at home or with Kee and Ronnie,miss knowing you will never see our Archie Sydney and Ronnie again on this earth or indeed myself - my life with your brother and you should have been forever in my lifetime / I am broken and incomplete and will miss you forever - wherever you are my boy I will love you and miss you forever♥️xx